I do not want to post because I do not want to frustrate and further upset you guys
I am not sulking I just know myself and yes I am codependent very I have never been alone
I come here looking for advice but I do not have the balls to accept what is and move myself forward with the advice that I have been given and until I am ready all I can see is me coming here posting about I could and I should but I will get no further and end up pissing of the actual people who actually care about me and this is not fair
Sure I want to keep posting in the hope that I finally see what I am doing to myself
I am looking for places to volunteer locally and will look for a new IC
Thank you
Ghost
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.