I think you may have misunderstood my post

I do not want to post because I do not want to frustrate and further upset you guys

I am not sulking I just know myself and yes I am codependent very I have never been alone

I come here looking for advice but I do not have the balls to accept what is and move myself forward with the advice that I have been given and until I am ready all I can see is me coming here posting about I could and I should but I will get no further and end up pissing of the actual people who actually care about me and this is not fair

Sure I want to keep posting in the hope that I finally see what I am doing to myself

I am looking for places to volunteer locally and will look for a new IC

Thank you

Ghost


Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.