The begining of the rest of my new life? (3)

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This vacation with kids in Florida has been amazing. I simply don't have the time to come here.
Today was S9 10th birthday.
It came to me that 10 years ago my first son was coming to this world, that before that STBXW told me I was going to be a father on my birthday and that before that I had been so intimate with W that we became one and generated a son.
And today I didn't even talk to her, not even to congratulate her on the son she gave me.
Simply because se fired me as her husband.
How can such a canyon be built beteween two persons that once were one?