Not much time right now, but just want to say that it's very tempting for me to accept your volunteer services RD. I just need to get my job searching going on fast because the biggest issue now will be money... you see, I need to go to Ireland, buy you a dinner, that alone is a lot of investment. Then you probably want a massage, chocolate... huuummmm.
It is indeed something to think about... will write more later. Love you guys so much. You made my day!!!
Tfish, thanks for stopping by. Sometimes there are no more choices besides going for.
Ginger, thanks for stopping by too. I got to the conclusion that for me to feel good about myself and show genuine happiness I need to achieve something. This time I feel that I need to step up on my job situation and be self sufficient financially. I searched a lot inside of me and that is what I need to feel more confident this time around in my life. It takes time for me to digest some critical events in my life, but eventually I do step up my own game and go for it. As I say, I will rest when I die and I am still breathing.
Sotto - you lovely strong lady. I agree with all your comments. EX business is not mine and I need to let go on all of this. It is just so much shame that he lies this way to me.
The way I see it is that I am not going out of my way asking him about his R with this bitch. So why to say things to me that are not even true. Oh well, his loss, because I do feel good with myself by being an honest person.
I can close my eyes at night and I do not torture myself with my soul full of sins.
Well, spring is here and there is lots to do. I intend to keep my attention on myself and this thread will be for that. I have been feeling I deserve better and it is not necessarily related to man itself.
Right now, I need to find my path, my inner strength. I need to want to feel loved again. It's actually not so bad if I think about, rediscovering a woman after 20 years is quite an adventure.
And you guys know me, it will all happen with laces, pink colors, transparency, high hills, lipstick, nail polish, wow... the whole girl foolish stuff. And I bloody love it!!!!
By the way, I don't know if I told you before, but my hair is more and more caramel with yellow highlights. I am changing it gradually so I don't damage my curls.
RD... I am smiling, I actually feel good with the offer.
