Tx - knowing what you know now - if you could elect to NOT read those emails or NOT know the sordid details, would you?

In my case, I strongly believe I've gotten TT and that's where she wants it to stay. My imagination is wild without knowing, and the little details that I *do* know are troubling enough.

So I'm torn between wanting to know and not wanting to know.

I guess only I can be the judge of that.

Me: 52
Her: 48
2D 26 & 16
M: 25 years (together 30)
EA/discovered by accident Valentines day 2016
Admitted SOME physical but no IC.
We know that's a lie.
Status - tryin to R