I see my husband and i feel anger and disappointment. I am centimeters away from throwing in the towel. He keeps saying that he couldn't take his single friends asking who wore the pants in the family. He is in denial about his anger. He distrusts me///ME?! i did not have an EA.. I did not lie to him...but he can't trust me. He is now staying away from me because he wants me to accept the divorce and not get any hope. I think he needs to be divorced to get a reality check. The therapy was my hail mary ...but i am losing any hope or will to even continue with it. It is hard to realize that a year later I am still at fault for everything...ughhhhhh what a low day
