He is fully in this fog. My conscious is clear. I'm completely transparent on my part. As far as he is concerned right now, I'm the reason he is unhappy, the way he looks at me, you would think I'm out committing all kinds of sins.

I'm not even sure if me getting by and seeming happy is going to pull him out of this right now. Or if this can even be saved. But I know getting stronger is to help me. With or without him. I need to get there. I just feel so lost

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16