I saw an L for first time yesterday. She reaffirmed some of the things I already knew and debunked some things H thought. I have no intention of filing-- he will have to do is own dirty work, but its nice to know I have someone on my side. Not sure if I am going to keep " interviewing" L's at this time or not.
No R talk yesterday. Phew. But could be because I was not here when H got home from work.... On purpose.
BUT R talk the night before. Mostly the same ole garbage that comes from him-- I will thank him in the future, more past BS, blah blah blah. Anyhow-- I just said "you're right, this is what you need to do. Go."
This morning, 5, yes FIVE, calls from him on his way to work. I usually get Zero. Of course, they were all biz related-- our house for sale, paying bills, his moving out, etc. Plus he thinks I am in denial, that I think he will change his mind before June. (Gee-- why would I ever think that, since you have changed your mind 5 times since the beginning of March??) Honestly at this point, I don't care if he does or doesn't. I want this M to work, but I can't do the "he's in, he's out" anymore. This is his journey, and maybe he needs to sit in an empty apt by himself to finish bakiing.
I will be ok.
Me 47 H 49 S18 S15 M 21 BD #1 11/09/15 ILYBNILY I believe we are Piecing 1/2/16 Suspect EA/PA? 2/28/16 BD #2 "He tried, but needs passion." 2/28/16 Confirm PA 3/11/16, he's leaving in June H leaves 5/7/16
