Welcome to limbo land

[Cherry]

He doesn't have social media. But when he first came back he gave passwords and full transparency to everything.

Before he left for work he chose to have an argument with me in front of toddler. Told me I was paranoid, will I always remind him of his past mistake. And that this relationship is not working anymore. I said to him what exactly have we done to try and make this work. He said he's been trying the last year. This isn't true, when he came back and promised he'd do anything to make this work- I told him we couldn't return to the same r as there was reasons it had led us to him having an a. I addressed my issues. He did not. He didn't think we needed mc.

He stormed out, said its my fault he's going to work angry and that this isn't working.

I'm torn between feeling my emotions, wanting to cry and thinking what do I need to do now. How do I prepare. What changes shall I make.

I just want the pain to end