Way Too Late Pt 3

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Thanks Tim.

"But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." Philippians 3:13-14

I just thought I had gotten past a lot of this, and I haven't. I'm literally shaking. I just can't turn off 30+ years of complete love, devotion and loyalty. Try as I might. The WW had no problem with that.

I had a dream about my little dog last night, I was with her and a group of people and telling somebody that I hadn't seen her since 1/27 (true) and this was the only way I could visit with her. I woke up that moment and realized - I was right. How sad. I can only see her in my dreams.

The WW has taken everything away from me. I don't even have kids that can at least pick up a phone if they cared to. No, there's a $120k car sitting in my spot in the garage, and the WW had the balls to tell me I never loved her - it was all about the money. Even though I made the money for the first 20+ years of the marriage.

No, I can't let her hold any power over my emotions, but I do. And she keeps finding new ways to twist the knife. I seriously thought she'd at least wait until the D was final. But I guess, things went so well on her vacation that she wants to flaunt it now. Sad thing is - I really knew this was going to happen. 3 months ago I knew it. I'm letting her do this to me.

Anyway Tim, I'm really glad things are going so well for you, I never wanted to be the straggler here but it looks like I'm in this for a lot longer than I ever wanted to be.