I've been doing a lot of reading.

I haven't even fully worked it out. I've thought of saying about getting a gut feeling. Or I've noticed you on your phone and hiding it away from me recently. I get the feeling that you are getting involved with someone again.

He's over an hour late from when he usually gets home.. This has quickly become history repeating itself. About a week ago, the phone was frequently left hanging around. And he would be home when he said he would. Now he's hiding things and staying out late.

Feel like going to sleep only I can't. And there's just so much rage, I swear I'm more angry than I was the last time around.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16