Is anyone around? Thinking I just need a logical brain.
I feel like I'm back to last year at to the beginning when I feel sick to the stomach at him coming home because I to tell him I know. I know this probably isn't going to help matters, but I want him to know this hurts.

I know when I'm feeling like this I'm letting him rule my emotions. Just makes me so so angry.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16