I meant to type ea, that's bad enough. I don't want it to turn to a pa! I just don't know how to hold it together right now. I'm really struggling. And I'm struggling the urge when h comes home not to say something.

Where you're at, really thinking things through to throw them off their track, is exactly where I need to get myself at. That's what really makes them take note. Let them start thinking things over.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16