I am definitely struggling today with the idea of my W being with another man. She must be so hurt to get to this point. I was only the 2nd man to ever be with her intimately, the 1st being her 1st husband and no one that I talk to can believe that she is seeing a married man. I can'tell possibly believe that she is doing th this, knowing what kind of man the other guy is (a former drug dealer who is known for sleeping with many women). As far as I know she is really pursuing him and he is just going along. My head is spinning and I feel kinda sick to my stomach.
