Thanks inpain I really worked hard at trying to trust again. He agreed to complete transparency for a while. But I guess people are right when they say a person out of an affair and not fully out of the fog is like an addict looking for another fix.

I don't know how I'll do this again

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16