I give up. I snooped. Saw flirty messages between him and another woman. So history is just becoming itself I feel.

I know, I know. I feel like I shouldn't haven't looked. But it got the better of me and I had to know wether I was just dealing with a depressed spouse. Or am I dealing with someone pining for an a and the rush he gets.

At least this now, a positive. Means that I now know. I trust my gut and need to gain prescpective.

Thing is now I worry what can happen (I know I can't predict that) and can I trust a serial cheat?!

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16