Just journalling really. We have continued to do the exercises in the book every night. H definitely seems to be 'warming up' towards me. He comes every night without fail and when I was bed ridden on Saturday due to illness he sat with the kids all day and was very attentive and caring towards me.
He has surprised me yesterday too actually. He was on his day shift which means he has to be up at 5am. He didn't get back from work until 6:45pm and text me to say he'd just got in. 'Here's tonight's excuse!' I thought. Ever since he left a text like that has always preceded another saying, "Not coming round, tired, going to bed early." To my surprise he still came round and stayed until the kids were in bed so that we could do the book.
Only 3 more exercises to do. I'm still very worried about my own feelings and struggling to make sense of them. At the back of my mind there is a little voice telling me that I deserve better than someone who cuts and runs whenever the M hits a period where it's not all head over heels love.
