Life is different than it was even a year ago...not sitting around waiting for things to just get better. I feel so much more in touch with who i want to be and what i want / need to do to get there.
We've bounced this back and forth between us, i know. I just FEEL so much more alive, it is kind of exciting.
Jeeze, i am embarassed to think three years ago i would come home from work and go lay down in my bed and pout / cry / mope because she wasnt showing me the attention i wanted.
I will not return to be that pathetic man ever again.
