Still filled with consuming husband thoughts. Not good, I know. Especially since there is no real reason for them. Husband grows more distant from me (if that was even possible). Except of course for the other week when husband called and initiated asking me about my life, only to tell me he wants to write kids off as dependents since he is in higher bracket.
I felt like saying "my parents want to write you off, since you lived in their home for a year and hoarded your 3 figure income during that time only to leave us without paying child support till I took you to court. In which case you only paid 2 months for 2015." I kept my mouth shut though.
I don't understand the nerve of him to even ask. But I guess if I am only going to receive back a little, we could come to an agreement. Taxes still not done so I'm not even sure. So maybe I'm just being petty. I was annoyed that he contacts only when he needs something Though. Actually I was really hurt the other week and it sent me down.
I realize that the only reason he has not filed is because he does not want to deal with legal fees, and possibly having to pay more.
I had hope for a while, but none left.
I think I need to do good in order to feel good and I am not being as productive as I should. Also, no real fun socialization so that's a problem.
