Ghostbusting This

[ATPeace]

Sandi cross post I did not see your post till I had hit send on mine,I will msg again later

Sandi I know in my heart I do not have the courage the strength the balls to leave to make the decision I am not sure what it will take her to announce another man I don't know.....so right now I will not leave.

I guess this makes me a coward

What is stopping me....do I feel so little about myself ?
I know I deserve better

I was not the best husband but I also was not the worst

I guess the bottom line is I do not want to give up hope perhaps I believe that she might still love me but does not trust my changes I want to be with my kids every day live with them

Will,post again later

Thank you

Ghost