Thank you for checking in with me why does it sometimes seem difficult to talk to her I am scared to say the wrong thing and upset her

She almost is acting like a stranger distancing herself more and more each day

I still msg her and have been trying to keep a connection going she rarely msgs me

I am the only one that can get me out of this [censored] hole of a life

She tells me she feels no love to me anymore

How the [censored] do pople ever restore a relationship that has broken down like this I work ,days she works nights what kind of relationship can this sustain ...well clearly one that has broken down

I guess I am having a spinning moment

Need to get back on track
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Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.