I guess you are right it is the intamacy that I am missing

It just feels so lonley and I am quite sure that my W is feeling similar thoughts

I realise I am in no position to strike up another relationship and that I have to love myself a heck of a lot of more that I do at the moment.

I still live in house and it is not easy at times however we do generally get along as a family I just can see how long term this cannot be good for the children.

Going to start a new thread

ghost

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.