It sounds like you are having a lot of strong movements, yet still struggle with the entire sitch.

As I said before and as cubebot said get back on FB it is a way to show you GAL to him even without being directly friends on FB.

I have been going up and down every day recently and am looking for the strength you had on the phone for my upcoming outing with my W to a theme park. I fortunately still have her close right now so I am hoping I can surprise her. I am hoping I can hold my tounge when I need to and I am hoping to give her an enjoyable day.

Best wishes
Anime92

First date 12/24/13
M 3/12/14
BD 2/8/16
Working on it alone since 2/8/16
Doing things wrong 2/8/16
Doing things different 3/12/16