I also would encourage that you Google Fear and motivation for it. There are a lot of good things out there to overcome the darkness/Fear.

FEAR- False Evidence Appearing Real.

Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine