Sadhub this sounds like good advice. I will try this. I have noticed recently when left with my own thoughts I go dark, maybe there is a point at which you can break past the darkness. I have also noticed that I have come to many revelations in my behavior through all the reading and contemplation I have been doing. I guess the only thing is I need not let the darkness fall upon me
First date 12/24/13 M 3/12/14 BD 2/8/16 Working on it alone since 2/8/16 Doing things wrong 2/8/16 Doing things different 3/12/16
