Just swinging by to give you some support!! I'm glad to see from your earlier posts how much more confident you seem. That will definitely sway a wah. As he will start to become interested in what is making you so happy. These changes need to become a permanent and some of it in the early days is a fake it till you make it

I'm similar to you, not together long, then married then we had a baby and started unraveling. My h had an affair. Committed. Changed his mind. Committed and then has just changed his mind again.

It's hard, it is. But the more you start to do for you. The more reading you do of other posts and the more you will learn.

Have you got much gal activities in? Treat yourself. Be gentle with yourself, ride your emotions. I find a good pamper helps me. Not even one that involves much money if you don't want, you can always do some home pampering

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16