Kid tells me that she had nightmares about xh forgetting her. I reassured her and tell her that I will always be there for her. I couldnt Promise her that daddy would always want to see her so often. In fact, I am always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
What will be will be. And I will stick to my guns.
And now the biggest issue hanging over my head is the housing sitch. To buy or not to buy. I have considered moving somewhere further away but considering the fact that kid and I get tired out by long commutes, I am just so stuck. I am so hesitant about wiping ou my retirement funds. I could downsize and move to the surburbs when kid is older but I am worried that I would make a loss.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
