my wife is a waw! trying everything to save it!

[anime92]

Every day I have been going though a cycle of some anger depression happiness fear and hope. How is one to manage? I have an appointment with a tattoo artist for an apprenticeship. Trying to re-engage my inner artist again. I am bottling my beer tonight. But still I am not seeing anything as my ultimate happiness goal. I will continue to strive into my GAL plans. I am putting a lot of thought into this theme park adventure coming up I have to make sure I, if nothing less, "act as if" I am really enjoying every part of the day. Any thought or suggestions as far as how to suppress any negative outburst or keep them off my face?