OK Rouky I'm glad you responded. Very noble of you to spend your extra cash on the kids but I want to tell you what my sister says; "Put your own oxygen mask on first". If you have ever flown you will get that. You have to be able to save yourself in order to save your children. I'm also glad to hear you say that this isn't your fault. It isn't and part of your putting your life back together is realizing that you are a special person and deserving of being treated as such. God Bless you for trying so hard to save your marriage but I think the DB principles are about saving yourself as well. Try to find a few minutes for yourself dear and get yourself out there. Maybe go to the gym or a football match or something that has a bunch of testosterone floating around. Give some guys a chance to check you out and maybe flirt a little. I am here for you as always and praying that you smile a little tomorrow. Bonsoir Rouky!
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.
