RD, your dad leaving at 11 is a really tough thing. Partly unexplained and children blame themselves.

This explains a great deal to me about your tolerance of WW and you holding her with contact to your children.

I am content that this is part of you and it is in the meanwhile, history repeating itself with a slight twist. I can see why you are doing what you are doing. Much makes sense to me.

And yes, I think the analysis of guilt is accurate.

RD never ceases to surprise me. First the kidney issues and now this.

RD you broke the chain, you became the father your own father could not be.

I need time to marinade once more.

V

Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW