Getting out of in house S (9)

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Hey RAI,

I am excited to grow into the best version of myself.

You are right about the wedding and wanting to feel loved. I have not seen anyone from W side of the family. They have always treated me well and I do miss them.

Yes worrying about my W happiness is a wasted effort that needs to be put towards my happiness.

Parts of myself that I have found are my physical self as I am in the best shape and waist size that I was before I was in MR.

I have found strength and knowledge of feelings and how to deal with them. I have learned about boundaries and standing up for myself. I have found my confidence. Before BD my biggest accomplishment as reported in MC was getting out of bed each day. I was so defeated and depressed.

Good point about her being kind to lessen the guilt, temp check and keep me from dropping the rope. She does it so well.

Thanks for the support RAI. I do hope I am destined for some sort of greatness, when, where or how I do no know.