I completely get where you come from on the being charming and flirting front. I feel everyone else sees me as this shining bubbly strong woman. But h prefers to see me as some fictitious monster he's created in his head. And seeing him right now puts me in a place I feel angry and I don't want to be this bright breezy person.

He dropped the I love you just as the mother of my child bomb again. So now I feel I'm not in that place where I'm looking happy and content

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16