My first post - please be nice.

[collin]

Hey all. I know I've been absent for a while. I've been trying to forge ahead. I've taken up walking/jogging. Thanks to this forum I've set a goal for myself to complete a half marathon by the end of the year.

However though moving ahead is so difficult. She's still at home and still talking about moving out. She said a few days ago that she was looking at a 3 month lease. But then yesterday she said we are better off as friends. We hang out, go places and have fun. I (probably naively) see that as promising. But after what she says yesterday, I think maybe it's just validating her stance of " better off as friends".

I'm at church now and it's probably not the best time to be posting on here. I just wanted to get on here and thank everyone for their help, support and prayers. I will continue this later.