Thanks Rouky. I don't feel strong at the moment. I feel impatient. I'm really trying hard to reign the feelings of impatience in while we do the exercises in this book. We only have 6 more days of these exercises left to do. I guess I just don't understand the WAS and their reluctance to give any concrete indications about where things are heading.
when you are spinning in circles then the direction is unknown.
I can't understand how they can just shrug off such a major life changing event!
Mind reading my lovely. Imputing motives
Don't get me wrong, I am so glad we're doing the exercises and it must be a positive sign but I don't know what is supposed to happen at the end of it.
Detach and please let go of expectations.
Also , deep down, I'm seething towards H that he could do this to the children for 5 months when he clearly isn't sure he wants a D.
This makes sense to him, he has reasons no matter how out of the box they seem to you.
I feel unsure as to how I could love him properly again.
Do you have an IC to discuss this with?
Maybe that's normal when you start trying to get back together, I don't know. It can be and I think it would be helpful for you to know if this is the case for you.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
