Thanks Rouky. I don't feel strong at the moment. I feel impatient. I'm really trying hard to reign the feelings of impatience in while we do the exercises in this book. We only have 6 more days of these exercises left to do. I guess I just don't understand the WAS and their reluctance to give any concrete indications about where things are heading. I can't understand how they can just shrug off such a major life changing event!
Don't get me wrong, I am so glad we're doing the exercises and it must be a positive sign but I don't know what is supposed to happen at the end of it. Also, deep down, I'm seething towards H that he could do this to the children for 5 months when he clearly isn't sure he wants a D. I feel unsure as to how I could love him properly again. Maybe that's normal when you start trying to get back together, I don't know.
