my wife is a waw! trying everything to save it!

[anime92]

I am resisting all my urges. I feel as thought we are having moments again, like at the beginning, I may just be imaging them. We went grocery shopping this morning and other than the long lines at costco and all the other people stopping in the midle of the lanes I feel like we had a good time together.

I continue to wonder if this is the best thing or if I should be practicing more of a no contact style? I know that in the past she has mentioned she didn't like it when I ignored her if I was upset, so I can't just go about in a way that may come off as ignoreing her. At least that's what I believe.

I honestly fear that this whole process isn't even going to start til she is gone and is without me. That's why I wonder if I should be less available to her.