Yeah brother I do feel trapped and alone. All I have been for the past 8 years has been a father and husband. Now I'm half a father and in limbo land. I left everything behind to move up here to be with her. Now I have nothing, half a family and no one who loves me or looks out for me. No one to tell all the things that happen to me, no one to share with.
I can relate to your pain and feelings of being alone, as that is where my chaotic brain tries to take me each day. There is value in filling in the brain space with motivation and information that can take you to a place of "I know I can do this!"
Many success stories come from the darkest of moments. Eric Thomas is one of my favorite motivational speakers and teachers. He was homeless and from a broken family, but found the strength and courage to make something out of himself.
I know how tough it is, but hang in there.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine