Melo - I'm sorry for the pain you are in. She is trying to hurt you and it [censored]. You must feel trapped and alone.

I feel many of the same things you do. Maybe moving will be a good thing? Getting rid of that negative energy. I'm in no place to be offering advice, but I wish you the best. Maybe you can think of projects/goals you used to have and start those - even in the smallest way. Getting a book from the library, watching a youtube video. Anything to get you some inspiration.

Keep up the good work - you are doing great.


M:50
W:53
MR:20
D:21
S:17
S:11
BD-Sept 2015
Suspected PA Sept 2015-Confronted W & OM Dec 2015
Actually EA
In house Sep:Jan/16-May 2016
W moved out:May 22 2016
OM-Intro Oct/17-On scene July/Aug 2017