We have shared laughs and smiles and other moments that have been wonderful for me. In the back of my mind I keep reminding myself that she will be gone so I don't get my hopes up, but ideally with working the DB strategies I might be able to keep her... I still have to maintain detachment and GAL act as if all rolled into the LRT. Every day I wake up scared that I will lose her forever. Even though I know I will never stop loving her and never stop trying!
First date 12/24/13 M 3/12/14 BD 2/8/16 Working on it alone since 2/8/16 Doing things wrong 2/8/16 Doing things different 3/12/16
