I'm okay. Back on the roller coaster. W wants me, she's not sure. She said in an email that some days she wants to just sprint to my house and beg for forgiveness (on bended knee) and other days she hesitates. Her words. So I gave her my address, which I had been holding back on, and sai the next time she has that urge to run like the wind before she changes her mind. Now I'm going dark for a while. That feels good, as does the knowledge that she will be away tomorrow through Wednesday. So I'm not expecting anything from her. She's telling a friends she wants to be done with ow but she's not sure we can get past this, so after I reassured her we could, I'm pulling back and trying to live my life. Let her make the next move.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat
