Well, it happened again for the second time in a year and a half. Despite what I felt were positive advances forward my H told me last night that he did not love me, was not attracted to me, and just wanted out to have a fresh start. He said that the cheerful and involved mood he had been in for the last year and a half was fake and that he was just going through the motions to see if there was any spark left...and there wasn't apparently. He says he is done and nothing will change his mind. I am feeling so completely lost.
