You need to get your head out of your ass and ASAP. She fcuckin' fired you!!! What don't you get?!? You are concerned you are not pleading enoug to get invites? Are you kidding me? You need to grow a pair. No amount of groveling will get your W back. No amount of asskissing will get her back, even if you stood on your head, drinking a glass of water while gurgling Yellow rose of Texas will not get her back. It just makes you look pathetic. Pathetic and weak.
You need to get a life outside the sight of your W. Try contacting your family, can it really get worse than it is now? Your W is playing you for a sucker. It is plain for everyone else to see but you. I understand you, I really do, but until you start having some more respect for yourself, no one else will treat you with respect.
So head out of our ass and onwards and forwards...
