I go thru periods of ups and downs. Big down week/day.....its about the daughter more than anything as I melt when I see her. And can't get around the hurt we are going to cause her. It [censored]...(she is 6 and loves FAMILY) I find myself tearing up always thinking about her and the pain.
Boy are we going to ruin her sense and love of Family. It is the part of this that makes me so angry against my STBX. She is so selfish not only in her words but actions now. To the point that I have gone from I would do anything to save this marriage to "really"? Even if she said lets work this out I don't know if I could at this point which kills me.
It is lonely wihtout my family. I can only hope that the part time I get to see her and spend time with her/dogs is quality and can be something I can build upon besides my other activities/friends.
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....
