You are right Rouky this is about your husband. He is unhappy with his own life and looks in all the wrong places to find it. You are a step closer to the door of acceptance and I want to tell you that it isn't as scary as you think it is. Good for you for protecting yourself financially with the separation. None of this is your fault and you have to look out for yourself and children because your husband isn't going to. Praying for peace for you Rouky!
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.