My story job 9140 (3)

[otw]

None of us have all the answers. But I do think you need to give her exactly what she wants right now. It will hurt and you will feel
Like dying. This is why taking care of you is going to be so important. You need to be as busy as possible.
I'm not joking. All
Hours need to be full.

When you do communicate if you have to fake it do it. If you can't then make the time fast.

I did all
Of this then went NC for a month. When the month broke for bday for son I decided to see what happens. That lead me to where I am now. Testing. I could be considered trying to hard right now but I need to see where this goes. I am about to see her for he fourth day straight today. Nothing about us just kid stuff and little misc stuff.

But I think you need to get punt of her way, hope for best but plan for the worst.

Most important take care of yourself and kids. All of your worrying. Been there. Everything you can think of. It does no good. Take it as it comes. Live in the moment.