It's been a little while since i've posted.Ben trying to detach since i filed for divorce. I have my good days, and bad just like always.

Last night was a big blow though. My S29 ask me if i head the news, and i said no. He said me called me a left a message on his cell because he didn't answer it that so n so my youngest grandson's dad was killed in a car accident. WOW....Now when my GS was young his dad was not in his life much. Mostly in Jail. So i kind of was there for him.Well both of my grandkids because they both had those dead beat dads, and my D lived at home for most of the time.


He got out last year, and well it seemed he had changed for the better, and they started spending alot of time together which was nice. Now this. Lind of put me in shock, and that little guy was just getting to know his Dad again.


Another shock was that my wife didn't even bother to call me about this. I would say that this is pretty important, and i think that she should have told me herself. So i have a question in this. Is this how a WW acts even at a time like this? It's not that's she's mad that i filed because that's what she wants too.