trumpet - thanks for the words of encouragement.

Yeah, it's hard to believe the real ugly is yet to come. It's all very depressing. The fight is yet to start - I can't believe it. I'm afraid to open the L's bill.

The worst part is having to send in resumes. Good G-d, it takes an hour or two to just do one! It was easier when you could just stick it in an envelope and mail it. Now every single employer has their own page, and you have to enter your resume there. A few will let you pull from one of the employment sites, but I'm amazed how many don't. And now I'm getting spam from insurance companies wanting to hire me.

THAT makes me suicidal right there. The thought of selling insurance. I'd take a job at hobby lobby for 1/8 the money first.

The worst part is that I'm supposed to do 8 jobs a week - and I don't think I can. I said that before, but now I've gone through an entire month's worth of monster and indeed, and even started to send to ones I sent off to last week!

So I'm going to have to talk to the L - because I've joked about sending off for other unrelated jobs, but now it's looking serious.

Ugh.


Me: 58
Her: 59
Kids: 0
Dog: 1
ILYBINILWY: 9/15
D Bomb: 1/11/16 (found out filed)
Verified OM: 1/11/16
Moved out: 1/11/16 (thought it was temporary)