Trying to stay cool and keep emotions in check. W emailed me and asked how my birthday is going. It brought tears to my eyes as I have been craving this kind of question for a long time. Happy tears.
I need to get it together. Play it cool. She is asking me what restaurant do I want to go to and had a list. This is almost too much. Even in the MR before BD there was not as much concern for what I wanted.
I need to act cool and breezy and grateful and polite. and again no expectations.
Me late 30's W mid 30's T 15, M 10 S4, S7 ILYBNILWY June 2015 In house S July 2015 W rings off Oct 2015 My ring off Feb 2015 Separate houses June 2016