I think God is giving me some time to sort things out. Got a letter from solicitor regarding exchanging contract but there were few errors, then got a phone call from surveyor indicating that he is concerned about something in the house I'm supposed to buy. So I called the solicitor who them told me that they have been querying few more things on the hour I'm buying and she said not to sign the contract before I got answer to my queries!

So a huge relief here, as tomorrow I'm meeting with solicitor to arrange for legal separation if not filing to secure myself financially. I feel like a huge weight has been taken of my shoulder! As my H taught me always keep your cards close to your chest!