I'm looking at what you just wrote and it's how I was with my H to the T. Like my IC said we only did what we thought was correct at the time with the information given to us. We are only human being. We have our own flaws and I also realise that our H too.
You are a lovely, caring, strong person and true what is happening (censored),but really look back and where you really happy?
I wasn't as I was constantly walking on egg shelves, we weren't communicating, and he wouldn't want to tell me about his day nor asked about mine. So was it a life for us?
I miss him but I only miss the man he was and I'm afraid he is gone. I miss having someone else present in the evening, someone to text during the day. What I have to realise is that yes I have my share in the marriage break up but I was too unhappy but never contemplated cheating on him. He did it and for me it shows that he is the one with issues.
In a way I wish I was like you as you are surrounded by your family, mine is far away and I'm on my own. Even if it isn't easy, cheerish them with all your heart.
What are your plans for today? How is the weather like?
