Again. Long time since I posted anything. I have been busy with my kids over Easter and just doing what I have been doing.

There is no real change on M front and I don't foresee there being any.

I did notice ExW is more chatty and friendly now but I'm going to stay away from that completely.

W did throw me for a loop the other day when we met to exchange the boys. I had my older 2 kids as well and she hasn't seen her step kids in over a month. And this day she talked to them more than she has in 2 months. Gave them hugs. After I started driving she asked me how they are doing and how they are coping. I took some time and thought it through. It really messed me up.

Her not asking about older 2 has been a major issue I have had with this. Then she asks how they are coping? I was tempted to say since when do you care? However I said good. School is better S is excited to start a new sport and D loves dance still.

She replied something about knowing D would love dance. And I never responded except to say we got home safe.

I went through a few days of missing W. Like there had been some unsaid dynamic change. And it was weird because I have been good for over a month, then this creeps back one day. The meet was is the middle of it. So that didn't trigger it.

When we met we did chat a little. She complained about work like she always does if she chat. I smile and validate. Nothing else to do really.

So that is me right now. Hope all is well with everyone else. I'm going to try to get into the habit of reading g here and posting more.

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.